Merry Christmas

Christmas: JOY

FOOT PRINTS

This is the back story to a earlier post. Most people are familiar with the poem foot prints. One of my favorites, had it on my wall in the hallway of our home, it was there it remind me that (i) was never alone that we are never alone. Know that poem was given to someone once someone that is loved ever much and he was told to keep it. He didn't what it yet it was a gift not a choice he had a right to do with it as he wished. That was the day i thought i let Go and let God but in reality it was the day i started down a path of self destruction. The poem was given to my then husband words were spoken of how tired i was of careering him lets just say control issues.... What i didn't and am just know starting to understand is how much damage i was about to do to my self in the following days and years to come. And that is were we will start my story one that will weave in and out of time, past and present looking to the future with hope. The store of one Woman's life the joy that's in her Heart because she was loved first, while standing on HIS shoulder she has faith knowing she is loved.

foot prints

thanksgiving

THERE IS NO WORDS THAT CAN EXPRESS HOW THANKFUL I AM THIS THANKSGIVING DAY! :o) FROM ONE TURKEY TO ANOTHER LOVE TO ALL!

yesterday's moments

Yesterday is like so many other days ,things we all do them typical days. MY DAY started with shopping, oil change to the car, picking up meds. for Mom. My neighbor had a Birthday, saw the love in a mothers eyes when she looked at her baby, held the door open for a old man a lot of moments that brought great joy.
There was a funeral, a child i love now has a black eye, was sent a email about a suicide, and some one with cancer. Moments of sorrow and loss and moment of great joy, yesterday would have been my fathers 81 birthday, and like his life so the day went. What will today bring!

summer swimming

i question were to start? so i will just DIVE in. i am looking for all ceditors lets just get this done and over with you may call between the hrs of 10-2 Mondays-Friday. PLEASE THE WEEKEND ARE FOR MY EMEDIATE FAMILY SO ALL CALL WILL BE SCREENED. i will be in good humor and ready for all questions in regards to my X-husband and when i say X, over 20 years no child. Becasue you have me listed as a relative for some reason, being the good x wife that i am i have put this time aside just for you. I am trying to find the humor in getting weekly if not daily phone calls for someone that thought it would be funny spending his time doing God knows what to get himself in the trouble his is in.

If you are a creditor or some one you now is ask them to be a little more sensitive to the people that you call, ya never now what went down between LONG LOST relative. A new meaning FOR till death due us part.
I can see it now 90 years old, cane in hand, phone rings (10 ring later) get to the phone out of breath ( hhhelloooo) slow shaky voice.
VOICE on the other end ,
example1. perky voice is so in so there.
example 2. deep voice is this Mrs. blank i am looking for Mr. blank.
example 3. YOU fill in the blank.
" I give up yes coommeee on ovverr, i have been hiding him for the laassttt 60 yearrrss he is getting to oolldd tooo take carrre offf any more, i just can't keeeeppp up with this game, so please help a girrlll outt and take him off my hands". Great thanks "i live at xxx hooker drive, Norma ville, Ca. O you can't find it well that is were he has been sense 1998. it's on the map i am sure if you try real hard you can find it i will be changing my number soon thanks for YOUR call, good by".

WELCOME TO MY GARDEN

I'AM BACK : that was a long time aways !

WELL RESTED

Spring is in the air, and although it is still cold in some parts! there is the relishing of the fressness that the morning brings, the warth of the afternoons that leads into the coolness once again of our evenings. It's spring the plainting is done, time for the slow growth. In my life there has been many things that have taken there time to grow, it would full a book and with a great writer we could have a mini series. And that is just my past !

REGARDS,

Matelda